Monday, January 3, 2011

One day, if I am blind.......

To all of us, the lucky one with perfect visionary, this world is so colourful that everything was so brilliantly decorated.........Whereby, to those blind people, their world is only black in colour..........

I was in bus just now having a very blur vision outside the window due to the cold condition in the bus as compare to outside..........The feeling was so unsecured where everything outside are hardly to be seen.............Now, with my eye condition, I really wonder what would happen if I am really BLIND..............

I really admire those people with vision problem. They are so strong and able to live even though they are not perfect...........

Now, I would like to share a real live story from a local program "Finding Angels".........
There is a male around 25 years old who is currently studying Ph. D in a local University. He is just like any other student who pursues his studies and he wants to be a well known profesor. Actually, he is not that perfect. One of his eye is already blind and another only left 40% of vision. You see what I mean? With only one eye of 40% vision, this man is so great that he still continue his ambition and study. There is nothing that he can do with his eyes and yet, he sis till studying just like any other student, studying the same book without any specialties for him. Same goes to any other handicapped, either they had lost their arms, legs or any part of their bodies, they still can continue their life just like a normal human.............

We must learn their strong spirit..........Do not take everything for granted but to appreciate what we are and how we look like..........Remember that there are many people who are more unlucky than us............

Sunday, January 2, 2011

三个愿望

还记得我之前那三个愿望吗?第一个已经知道结果了.................

可惜,愿望不成真。成绩达不到自己的目标。或许是把目标放得太高吧,所以就没办法得到咯............

现在还等着另外两个目标的结果.............................希望不会令我失望......................

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

三个愿望

好像好久没写了...................................想要写的时候就没有的上网,等到有的上网时就不懂得要写些什么.............................哈哈..............................真矛盾啊!!!!

目前的我有三个愿望......................好像很贪心.................可是,真的希望这三个愿望都能够实现..........................当然三个愿望里只有一个掌握在自己手里..............................另外两个就要等运气咯..........................如果三个都实现的话,我下个学期和以后的日子就好过多了............................

Monday, October 18, 2010

第一个学期就要结束了

在不知不觉的情况下,就要结束我在硕士的第一个学期了.....................现在的我真的是很想重新开始我在这个学期所做的一切,让我不再好像现在这样,让我确确实实地实现我的目标.............................我知道这次的目标比在学士时定的比较高。其实,对其他人来说这个目标是太高了,也很难能够实现到.....................可是要实现它,是可以的...........................

我知道我已经不能再走回头路了......................时间过了就是过了,不能再重复...................我也知道我的目标不能够实现了.....................

可是,心里就是放不下.......................

放不下因为自己没有100%的付出来实现它...........................

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

我的毕业典礼

毕业典礼对一位学生来说是一个很特别的日子。。..我相信每一位学生都很期待那天的到来。。。。
当然,这也包括我在内。。。。。我在这儿很感谢所有到来的朋友和学弟学妹们。。。。

在这天,令我最遗憾的是在典礼完毕之后,我就要赶回家。。。。很多之后来的朋友都没办法跟他们拍照,他们也包括我的coursemates呢。。。。。还好我早一点到,至少在典礼开始之前又派到一些,要不然的话就真的什么都没拍到了。。。。。。。。现在看到其他朋友album时,觉得更错过了跟他们一起拍照的机会。。一个很难得的机会。。。。。。

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

等死吧

明天就要考试了.....................可是到现在都不知道要读些什么,也没有心情去读.....................

当我真的很想读的时候,又收到了一份assignment.............一份可能明天就要交的assignment

我的天啊!!!!!为什么要在这个时候让我知道有这份assignment的存在????????

明天的考试已经还没读完了,还要做一份我根本不会做的assignment..............

等死吧!!!!!!!

看来,我对于这课econometric完全没有希望了.................

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

心理测验

今天做了报纸里的心理测验,说我的信心来自他人的肯定...............

是真的吗?????我却觉得每当他人觉得我会或者我能做到的事,尽然给了我压力...........

我因该说,我根本不觉得自己真的那么厉害,什么都会..................可是,朋友们尤其是同学们都认定了我是会的..................你们知道吗,就是你们一直都说我很厉害,让我觉得很大压力................因为我知道你们对我的期望很高.................所以,我就会进我能力做的更好..................也许,这是一个好事................可是,你们知道吗,当我达不到我的目标时,我有多么的痛苦.................

就像现在..................我一直认为econometric难不到我................可是,事实已经证明了我真的不是很会的......................原本想要得到好成绩,看来就只能在梦里实现咯.....................