Online Games

Hmm...........I've just started playing Cafe World in Facebook yesterday............

Now, I really know how are people addicted to online games........Haha...........once you've start playing it, you will keep track of it and do not want to lose........And I guess I've started to have those symptoms..........Gosh!!!!!!!!!!!

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I must try to control myself and not stick to it..............Haizz........

Well, today is the second day of my new semester..........Hmm........Kinda boring because it seems like nothing to do...........No books to read, no assignments to do, few classes to attend and it's so free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAH!!!!!!! So long didn't write in my blog dy....................
Sorry ya friends...........

Time passes so fast and it's already new semester and for me, it is my final semester...........I will graduate soon...........Hahahaha.........
Hmm.......Cant express my feeling as I'm happy or not because I'm sure I will miss my life here and all my friends..........

How??????????

Feel like following my uncle to a vacation next week but it seems better if I don't go...........Anyway, they're going to Penang that I just went last year.........But very long time didn't follow my uncle to vacation dy.....................Haizz..............Really 矛盾...............

My Dream

22 November 2002

Weird...........I dream about my secondary school's friends this morning........Not 1 or 2 of them but I guess the whole class.......It's about gathering but I don't remember what do we talk about......Some more it it Form 3 class............Hahaha............Maybe I miss them too much since we have not seen each other since we graduate in Form 5............

Time really flies...........Without notice, I'm going to graduate after next semester...........The day I enter university still fresh in my mind as if it happens yesterday........I met many new friends and learn many new thing there..............Besides that, I can see that there are many kinds of human being in this world............I guess what my cousin brother's wife told me was right.......I will never find a really true friend in university.......True and long lasting friends will be secondary friends......
There are even people that say 1 but doing 2.......Haizz......

Err......yesterday went to watch 2012..........Can say around the world in 2 hours and 30 minutes because we went to Washington, California, British Columbia, Tokyo, China, and Tibet.....haha
There are happy, sad, touched and even funny part in the movie.........I can say it is a worthful to watch movie...........

As for today, I went to help my uncle to sell fish..........haha......Just help him pack the fish and collect money........After lunch, went to my auntie house. Walao, my cousin brother's son so chubby leh...........Now six months dy............I only saw him once during his full moon............Really 人见人爱.......Then, see doctor coz I got bitten by don't know what insect and about one week dy still haven't recover.........Haizz...........Doctor said bitten by lice(kutu) wor.........Weird..........My house don't have dogs and cats.........and even carpet........Where are those lice come from??????? Then only I'm like that..........My family member all don't have.......even the children that my mother take care also don't have..........................
Don't know why feel so sleepy even though don't need to study...........Unlike during study time, can stay up late night............Although already sleep from 4 something till 7pm, now still feel sleepy.............

So long dy.............................................

It has been so long that I didn't update my blog............Sorry ya friends!!!!!!!!
You all should know that I seldom on my laptop especially during exams...........I admit that I did on it but just to check my mail and view any update in Facebook, so really no time to update........ Gee.............You all must think it is an excuse........

Well, so many things happen.....It's just that I got no time to share it.........

Well, I guess I worry too much for my exams..........On 6 November 2009, I had my Macroeconomics paper at 11am till 1pm..........
The silly part is on that morning, I dreams that I was late for that exam and I even 'kena tegur' by my secondary school's economics teacher and she's really disappointed that I was late for that exam..........Maybe I miss that teacher so much that I can dream of her.......I did mention about her the night before to my friend about her kindness and how she has taught me that I can sit for exam without having to study for her paper..........Just glance through to refresh what she has taught during class...........Really miss that time so much.........Haizz.......
Actually that was not the first time I dream about exam.........It is the fourth already if I'm not mistaken...........The previous three times was even silly........It is during semester break........
Really silly right???????? Hahahahaha.........


That's for silly..........For happy, I guess nothing so special.............Maybe it's just that finish exam that is consider good news since don't need to study, no assignments and of course, no stress.............Haha............But, this few days staying at home feel a bit weird also because don't need to study, then like nothing to do.............Just watch TV, eat and sleep.................

For disappointment........DEFINITELY YES~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! By XXX............Definitely not BF la because he's too old for me.........I just don't want to mention his name here.........
He really disappoint me too many times..............Actually not only me, but my friends also!!!!!!!!!!!
Really got fed up with him......................He is suppose to help us but he didn't or even if he help, he's not 100 percent helping..............Each time when we approach him, he'll give us a kind of feeling that "you all faster go back la, I don't want to talk to you all".........
Walao!!!!!!!!!!What kind of attitude is this???????????It's not that we want to approach him also, but we really got no choice and we can only ask him!!!!!!!!!! Some more, he is very unfair that he treat certain people(same year with me) so good that they can jokes together and I guess help them much more than me and some of my other friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For sad of course got la...........But I don't want to mention it here also because just let the sad things over and I don't want to remember it..............

I guess that's all for today..............Wait for tommorrow ya??????

Exam is coming........

Gosh.......Next already start final exam.........Assignments still haven't totally complete.......
What happen to this semester????????

Previously all assignments are to be submitted by week 12 but it is already week 14, still have assignments to rush...........Haizz.......How to concentrate on studies and revisions???????

Hooray!!!!!!!

Yippie!!!!!!!!! They have won at last.............It has been four years that they won second place and finally, they won the first and at the same time win the group that our coach always wanted to.........

Although I did not involve directly in that competition, but I feel like I was the winner......... Actually, throughout this semester, I've been disappointed too many times start from juniors first performance in formation at Bukit Ekspo........They did so good that in the end they won only a tiny category prize which I think that doesn't mean anything........In that competition, I hope that at least they can win the mascot that we (all the facilitator) make whole night..........The mascot was so perfect...........

Second is the Malam Tunas Budaya, a competition that is compulsory for all first year...In that competition, they too did well....The music and dancers were great although singers doesn't sound well.......But at least let them win something la.........They've trained so hard every night but get nothing in the end...........Everyone involve directly or indirectly feel so disappointed that night.........

Third is theater that occur last semester...............We have won second place for three years straight but again won nothing in the end...........Although we get many nominee on the award night but none of it 'stick' on us............Haizz.........

I really hope that this is a good beginning for my college in all upcoming competition...........Well, next aim is 'zapin' dance that we've won first place for two years straight......All the best and good luck....

Sorry la friend....
Sometimes no online......so didn't update lo.....
I guess now no update everyday like last time dy coz final is coming......
Blank................
Don't know what to write.........
If wanna say story, too many thing happens in this week.............So, don't know where to start.........

To make it simple, I was quite angry with someone's attitude that shows his irrespective to me......I also angry with another person that only knows how to complaint about others "bad" attitude, attire, outward appearance but do not ever think of herself...........She only think that she's perfect and so good that IN FACT she's NOT at all..........
As someone who is older, don't she think that complaint about small case that can be settle personally is a childish thing to do???????

Well, that about unhappy things...........For happy story, I was staying late night with my college student since two weeks ago for their training in 'Nasyid'...........
It ended yesterday with their turn in the competition...........For me, they did their best ever since their training although there are some small mistakes.........Well, mistakes is unavoidable as you perform on the stage........I do made mistakes before during my first year in one competition........I feel so bad about that mistake that I cried right after that performance as I apology to the choreographer that has thought us for one week .........
Hopefully they can be the first prize winner tonight..............It has been few years that my college team won second place in that competition............For the all team that perform last night, I guess my college team is the best.......Even our coach said that.........It is all depends on tonight because the other strong team perform tonight.........That is also the strong team that my coach always wanted to win them..........

BUSY and LAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haizz.........Long time didn't update dy.............Last few days, no internet connection...........
Cannot online at all..........
What happened????????????
Until now not even 1 assignment is totally complete..........
Come on la.......Final exam is just two weeks away.........next Wednesday got another test also....
Have to finish assignments and study.........No time lo........
Really die la.............
People is improving but I'm not............How???????????

Another Sleepless Day

Tuesday (30 September 2009):

I'm really getting abnormal...............The night before I take milk tea(teh tarik) because I want to stay up to study for test.....but why I don't feel sleepy???????
I chat with friends until about 4 am only I sleep..........CRAZY right????????
Then I wake up at 8.30am to attend 9am class.....

Behavior of University Students

I really don't understand what is the purpose of student entering universities nowadays........

• enter lecture class late (some even late for half an hour) for an hour lecture class
  
• 'Ponteng' lecture class as they like
• ask friends to sign their attendance when they absent for lecture class
• talking/study other subject/do other works when lecture teach in front/during lecture class
• leave the class(go back) during break time in lecture class
• copying tutorial works/during exams

These are the attitudes I observed since I entered university.....It happens to students regardless they are first, second, third or final year students...........
Haizz...........Where is the responsibility as a student?????????
Can't they respect the lecturers??????????
If me; as a student/friend also can't stand with this kind of attitude, what else about lecturer?
They too have feelings!!!!!!!!!!

I quite angry sometimes when they don't pay attention during lecture and then when exams is near only they busy asking for notes, what lecturer teach, ask this and that, telling that they don't understand...........

It is quite irritating sometimes because I also need to study ma............

Back to STRESSFUL day

Holiday is over!!!!!!!!!!! From today onwards, I have to struggle restlessly until the end of my final exam for this semester on 11 November 2009......Haha........I know I will never 'struggle restlessly' since I am soooooooooooo lazy........The confirmed thing is that; I will feel stressful with assignments and FYP due date and coming exams and I might force myself to reduce my sleep tome to do all those works and revision........Haizz.......Why I should live like this????????? Do I study just to get good grades or I should enjoy my study life without worry about my results????????? Anyone can tell me?????????

Don't know why after entering university, I cared very much about my result.........Unlike schooling time, study only during exams and even though did badly and failed, no hard feeling. and said to myself I have did my best.........Now, force myself to finish all syllabus covered in exams even though do not sleep at night...........Haizz..........

Nothing Much Done..........

Friday (25 September 2009):

I was not happy at the night time.......No intention to tell the reason.........I let my tears drop to release my sadness and that's what I do every time I'm not happy and that was also the only thing I can do............


Saturday (26 September 2009):

My eldest brother fetch us (me, my mother and his girlfriend) to Petaling Street after our dinner.......That was the first time i go to Petaling Street at night time........Once we reach there, we heard fire cracker sound but we couldn't see anything because there were awning along the street.........There are so many people especially foreigners and I feel very proud because about 98 percent of customers at the Chinese restaurant along the street are foreigners...........How amazing when you see foreigners eating Chinese foods and some even use chopsticks......Then we went into one of the shop and me and my brother's girlfriend manage to buy our cloth with Rm 15 each..........It was very cheap because the cloth costs RM 39.90 if we buy only one piece and RM 30 for two.........Definitely we buy two since so big difference!!!! But we bought different design.......Reach home, we play mahjong and I lost RM 6.90.........Haizz......No luck to win!!!!!!


Sunday (27 September 2009):

Die lo!!!!!!!!!!! I didn't do anything on my assignments and final project paper (FYP) on Saturday and this day and the due date to hand in my FYP is on 5 October 2009...........I only did half of a chapter out of 3 chapters for my FYP..........Don't know why, when I face it, I don't know what to do and when I don't do it, I'll feel afraid because the due date is near.......I even feel like want to turn back the time to a week before or even to the beginning of this semester with the knowledge I have now so that I can complete my FYP earlier......Why is the time pass so fast????????????
Even though afraid thinking of the time to hand in FYP getting near, I still can watch my favourite TV programmed: F1........Wow!!!!!!!!!! This is the first time I watch the full race since I enter university......Can you imagine?????? I love to watch the race so much but I don't have the chance or time to watch it..........See!!!!!!! I rather watch TV rather than do my work............
Back to the race, it was at Singapore and the race was the only night time race......The circuit or I should say road because it is not a circuit where they just block the road and make it like circuit for the race.............It was so bright with light along the road that you don't even feel like it was night time.........I was really amazed with that and wonder how they do it!!!!!! View from above the sky, you can see clearly the whole 'circuit' but the other road in the city cannot be seen.......... Only light from the cars that showed me the road..........

Durian Oh Durian

Wednesday (23 September 2009):

I went back to my own house at bout 1.30pm..........It's not a bad news actually but the bad news is...........I missed my chances of eating durian..........My uncle purposely bought durian because I was staying in his house few days back but who knows I went home before he is backed from work..............Then my uncle purposely called me and let me know that he had bought durian for me.........haizz..........

That's not all.......my mom even told me that my brother brought back durian from his girlfriend hometown on Tuesday but I was still at my uncle house, so I missed that chance too...........

Haizz............Missed two chances of eating durian two days straight.............

Thursday (24 September 2009):

Nothing special today..........

Err...........I woke up at 11am today which I can say rarely happen if I'm at home but this is the third time I can sleep until that late during my holiday..........

The first time was last Friday when I was at home while the second time was on Tuesday when I was at my uncle's house.......Phew..........Long time didn't have that long sleep already.......I guess I will never have this nice sleep again after my holidays end..........

Anonymous

Weird!!!!!!!!
I've added someone named Kitty long ago but we never chat before.........Today she suddenly say 'hi' to me......To show my politeness, I replied her 'hello' and in the mean time, i asked as if I know her.........She ignored my question and start to tell me she's not going this Saturday..........I was puzzled and asked her back 'Going where?' and she replied 'to Mun Hui's birthday party'........
Being puzzled again, I asked her 'are you talking to the right person?' but she replied me 'My mom don't allow me to go'..........
Walao......What a weird person....Not answering my question and then send me weird conversation. That's not all........she even send me a hyperlink and ask me to inform that birthday girl that she's not going to her birthday party.........
I guess that hyperlink contain virus and I just ignored it.........
I even deleted her contact...........haha........
Since I'm going home tomorrow, maybe I have to stop writing blog till next week......Bye.....

Happy in the morning but suffer at night

Today, I ended up doing nothing on my assignments again.........Haizz.......
I follow my uncle to Ulu Yam Waterfall today.
We start our journey at 8am where we had our breakfast at Selayang having duck drumstick mee....Then we continue our journey to our destination.The place was so 'deep' or maybe I should say up on the hill........Thus, at first we thought that only we all that go there.......
But, once we reach there, we realize that so many people were there together with their family......
We left there at about 1.30pm and head towards our lunch and with that, we've end our journey......
At about 8pm, we went to JUSCO nearby my grandma house to fetch my cousin sister........We take that opportunity to shop a while there while waiting for her.........But, something happen to me......Suddenly I feel my stomach not feeling well.......Oh no, my stomach 'masuk angin' again........
I vomited when I reach home and that was the best remedy for me..............

Thursday (17 September 2009):
Can't wait to go home.......But so what if go home.....Cannot enjoy also........Lots of assignments to finish.....I'm following my junior's car home because she's living near me.......What happen was that day rain heavily and it is so jammed on the highway.........Her mother went out from her house at 5.30pm and she reach at 7.15pm.......Usually to reach my University from my house takes only bout 40 minutes......The time that it takes on that day was about to and fro.....
Reach home, my mom said my aunt is coming over and we're gonna have 'ikan bakar'.......
Wow!!!!!!Sound nice right????
But we end up 'yum cha' at Pappa Rich because the stall didn't open......


Friday (18 September 2009):
A day passed and I did nothing bout my assignments the day before........
In fact, I didn't do any work on this day as well......
NOPE!!!!!!I did..........sleep for a looooonnnnnnnng time.......
I slept at 12.30am and wake up on 11.30am.....haha....long time didn't sleep for this long time dy........In fact, I never had it before.......That's not all.........I took an afternoon nap from 2.30pm to 4.30pm........ What a nice sleep I had after such a long time.....
I really don't know why only at home I can forget about my works and assignments and sleep as I want. In hostel, i will keep on reminding myself about the works and even if I sleep, I will control the time and do not let myself sleep too much...........


Saturday (19 September 2009):
I did my tutorial at last.......But if I'm not at home, sure I did more works........
Why???Why???Why???Why am I so lazy when I'm at home?????????


Sunday (20 September 2009):
I did an extremely silly thing today........
I called one of my friend on Friday and she's inviting me to her daughter birthday party at McDonald's....She promise that she's coming over to fetch me at about 12pm because the duration for the party is from 12pm till 1.30pm.......
So, I get myself ready at about 11.30am and wait for her to come.........
I wait and wait and wait..............it was already 12.15pm.......Why she haven't reach??????
Has she forgot that she promise to fetch me???
I'm fine if she don't come but do you think that she can forget everything about it???Not even a call????
In the end, my mom ask 'Are you sure that her that her daughter's birthday party is today?'
Wait!!!!!!Ya hor.........her daughter birthday party is on 4th October.......
Silly right??I really don't know why my mind keep on telling me that the party is today right after I hang up the phone that day...........
Hiazzz..............................

Nanako: I guess I'll stay at my grandma house till Wednesday....I'm not sure yet and I'll sms you if I really stay there.....

Monday(September 14, 2009):
I had a wonderful porridge base dinner night before...Although it is quite expensive, but I guess it's valuable since I have been saving and having biscuits and bread as most of my meals.....
Time passes real fast and it has been one week after my last test......But it seems I didn't do much things even without exams....
My assignments are still the same.......Nothing have been done.....

Tuesday(September 15, 2009):
I had lunch with a senior and that was the first time I had lunch with her......We had the best lunch ever even though we had our normal economic rice from the Chinese stall....
What we did was, each of us packed two different dishes and when we eat in our room, we shared the dishes and by doing that, we can taste four different dishes...
It is worth-full because if each of us take four different dishes, it must be very expensive......Our lunch that day was only RM5.40 for both of us where we had onion fried egg, bitter guard,curry meat and a 'bayam' ......very cheap right......
Haha....we had plan to do that every Tuesday since our timetable is match to have lunch together......Dunno what is the auntie reaction when she knows we do like this......

Wednesday(September 16, 2009):
I become tutor to my junior in our college to teach them statistics for applied science although they are not my course junior........I did my best to let them understand although myself are not so good in statistics.......Hope that they can do well in their test......
I'm going back tomorrow as my Friday class has been canceled.......The good thing is I can follow my junior's car back without having to squeeze in bus and train.....Hooray!!!!!!!


I guess I'm going to stop for a few days and not writing my blog because no internet connection at home.............Maybe I'm going to do the same thing like what I do now when I have chance to online again to keep track of my everyday life so that I can remember what I have did......

Cancelled Appointment

Nanako: Ok.....I want.....but how U give me????
Send to me or give me when we meet?


We(college board members) supposed to have an appointment with someone from outside today morning at 8.30am........But I'm at the hall as early as 8.10am coz I'm holding the key and have to on the air-conditioner before everyone arrive......

The thing is, we are waiting till bout 10.30am only being informed that he is unable to attend today's appointment....some of us quite angry because they have test and it's like wasting our time waiting for him and it is so early in the morning......

But the good thing is, our college principle take this opportunity to let us voice out comments, complaints and suggestions towards our college facilities.....what else......of coz we make use of this opportunity la.......

Having slept at 3.30am this morning, I took my afternoon nap from 12.30 to 2.45pm.......
Later, I'm going out to have a delicious steamboat as dinner with first year junior.......Hehe.....

Sleepless Night

I guess I'll be evolving into a bat or an owl soon......
Or maybe I'm greater than that.......
I don't know why I don't feel sleepy during the night time.......
Guess what.......I slept at 7am this morning and wake up at 9.45am......Haha......
Wondering what I did the whole night?


Well, I had meeting at 10.30pm till 12.30am.........Then i stay with juniors that is preparing for Course Night tonight.........After that I chat with my friends from 3am till 6am only back to my room and then continue to do my assignments till 7am only I sleep.....am I great????


In fact, I getting abnormal.......can't sleep at night and during the day, preventing myself to take afternoon nap just because wanted to do assignments......I know, once I sleep, I won't get up and in the end, not doing my assignments.........


When only can I get out of this kind of life??????????
I'm really tired having this kind of life.......
I cant stop pushing myself doing something that I don't really wish to.........But, if I don't do that, my works will only pending and the due date to pass up is getting near.........

My Hope

I really hope that there is someone:

~ who cares of me
~ who listens to me
~ who understands me
~ who can make me smile
~ who will cheer me up when I cry
~ who is there for me whenever I needed
~ who will buy food for me when I'm hungry
~ who will support me every time I am down
~ who can share my problems and happiness
~ who can fetch me and go anywhere when I'm free
~ who can massage me when i feel pain here and there
~ who can guide and advice me when I started to think wrongly

A Sleepy Day

Because of wanted to finish my individual assignments, i slept at 6.10am this morning........
Really padan muka I for not doing it earlier.......but what to do??????
During exam period have to study also ma...........How can I separate myself and do two things at one time???
Plan to take a nap before my afternoon class at 2pm but ended up not following the plan because there are circumstances that prevent me to follow it.........
In the end I feel sleepy during the 2pm class and it's a history class sum-more.......haizz......
It's hard to make myself stay awake.......but I have to!!!!!!!!
In the end, I take my nap after the class at 5pm n i ended up sleeping for three hours......
Really wondering right now what time I will sleep tonight.......

Fasting Day

Today is my second day of fasting this year. The first day was on 3rd September 2009.
However I did fasting before last year....but not full fasting because i drank water......hehe....First time ma.....
Fasting is really tiring because we have to wake up very early in the morning to sahur and work all day long.......the worse thing is we are not allowed to drink even a sip of water until buka puasa at about 7.30pm......
Therefore, I really amazed with teachers, lecturer and those fasting people who work under the hot sun and talks a lot during their work time......
Although tiring, it is fun to have many people gather in a room and buka puasa together......we chit chat and laugh while eating......what a happy time in a whole day....:D




There's been a long time that I don't feel this kind of fun while having my meals......Most of the time, I'm having my meals in my own room......
Even if I had my meals at Chinese stall that sells economic rice, sometimes I'm alone also because my friends either have their meal at home or our eating time different because of different lecture class.......
What a boring life with lots of assignments and exams.......
Really hope that I can shout out loud to release all my tense......
Imagine if I'm sitting on a massage chair now.......or i guess it's good also if there is someone who can massage me........
My right shoulder is paining like mad and i even feel like as if my arm will broke after writings and clicking mouse.......:'(

Nanako: Thanks for ur comment......

My mood recover completely after 2 days.......
haha......silly right???
Hooray....finish exam at last....but........




it also means that i have to start my assignments dy........haizz.....
hopefully i can go through all these peacefully.......

First day of writing a blog

I was introduce by my best friend to write this blog after my bad mood yesterday....
Really hope that this can help me to recover from my bad mood next time...