I just want to bang my head on wall and will never wake up again at this moment!!!!!!! I don't know what happened to me, I just can't stand it anymore now. Everthing seems against me. My memory are getting from bad to worse. Even a small thing can't remember. I'm really afraid now, afraid that the bad days three years and six months ago will repeat again now. I'm going to have exam tomorrow and will end this semester three weeks from now. Yet, my assignments are still there, untouched!!!!!!!
NO words can express my feelings right now, it's mixed:
I cant concentrate in what I wanted to do. Wanted to cry, cry out all my sadness and worries, but no tears drop...............
Wanted to shout, but can't because in a public lab.............
Wanted to chat with someone really close but everyone seems busy with own work........
HOW?????????????????
WHAT CAN I DO NOW???????
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