UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How can you be so unfair to us??????????????

When we proposed the title you asked us "How you want to relate it with finance?"................"No, do something related to finance."

Fine, we do something else...............You end up telling that you are dissappointed that we're doing that title...................Ok, there nothing we can say as you are the one who is going to judge our work..............

But what happen today is that someone else presenting the title we proposed to you long before that you questioned "How do we relate it with finance" and you end up saying that is a good presentation...................Have you ever thought of our feelings??????????

This is not the first time you act like this.............Can you please be more consistent???????We asked you before we start to do that title is because we respect you and we do hope that by telling you our title, that title will belong to us so that there will be no same title for our presentations and assignments.....................

Every time I tell myself to forgive you, you will do something that makes me feel so bad about you........................Now, I'm really confuse about my perception on you.............

LAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm suppose to do my assignments but I end up playing games.....................Haizz............Telling myself 'this is the last game'........................but still continue playing..............If I continue get addicted to games, I will not going to do any of my works................GOSH!!!!!!!!!!

No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no...................Say no more to games until I finish my assignment!!!!!!!!!!!!

No matter how tired or sleepy am I, I rather not sleep and telling myself to do my assignment...............But, when playing games, I'm not sleepy at all...................

So, how is my result going to improve if I keep on behave like this????????????

Catur Bistari

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha.......................Never even heard of Catur Bistari before but represent college in that competition.............

This is a board game that is something like Monopoly but this Catur Bistari is based on business world where all the transaction made is exactly same as if we are running a business........Hmm....I can say this is a great experience in joining this competition although I'm just a banker.............hehe...........This competition is held in cooperation with Johor Corporation

The first prize winner will get RM 800 + certificate, second Rm 500 + certificate and third Rm 200 + certificate.............The winners are determined by the highest total assets earned by all the group members.............There is also an individual winner which earned the highest total assets among all the players...........The winner has break the previous record by earning RM 1.** billion in 2 hours time..............Can anyone imagine how good his strategy is??????

A great experience but I guess this will be the last time for me to join this competition as I'm going to graduate soon..............

Catur Bistari

^_^

So far so good today...............

Hope that this will continue till the end of my life...............

Although not having enough sleep because lots of things to settle, at least my heart is not broken by 'killing' words.........
At least, I did all the things willingly.............

Going to have final exam in 3 weeks time.................Plan to get a better result this semester, but I think all that left is just a dream or a plan which I can't fulfill...............Not getting good result during my mid-term and test prevent me to get a good result in final............Haizz...........

People is doing better days after but I'm opposite.................I'm getting worse...............Can I turn back the time so that I can do better during my past semester?????????

Can I learn the things that I didn't get to learn before this????????I'm a bit regret for not joining debate last time which I think it is a very good experience now.............

Although many people think that I'm wasting my time joining all the activities, but I think it is an advantage for me................I have the experience of performing on the stage, running a program and many many other experiences that I gain throughout my life as an undergraduate.............

I'm pretty sure that I'll miss the times when I had practice with all other dancers and committee................It was so fun that we are so close to each other that we eat together and even jokes although we do not know each other before that.............

Haha...........Seems like my mood to write in Blog has come back after a long time I left it blank without any posts.................

Finally

After a few days of cloudy day..............The rain start to fall at last...........

Haha.......What a released........................FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If not, I do not know how long I can stand it anymore.................

Now, I really feel hard to communicate with people that is:
- not understanding
- that judge people without listen to what people want to say
- who talk to people as if people MUST listen to whatever they are saying
- that make decision without knowing what's happening and do not care what is the outcome after the decision

If before this you are not satisfied with me, I guess now you must hate me so much that you think that I do not listen to you and do not follow your instruction..............

In reality, it is not like that..................Actually I'm trying to tell you what is happening so that you do not make the same mistake that others might think you did something without obeying the rules..............In fact, I do not want you to be another person that is blamed for doing the same thing....................It's not that I questioned what you are going to do or stopped you from doing it..............

People around do not satisfy with you is because your attitude that do not respect others.............I do know that what you do is for everyone's good.............But, at the same time, you must know the correct way of doing it...................and not forced others to listen to you!!!!!!!!!!
How do you expect others to listen to you when you yourself do not listen to others???????

You cannot compare the people here and the people where you meet before this...............The culture is totally different...............If previously, people can accept the way you conduct, it is not the same here................It's totally different!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you wish to continue your life here, I really hope that you can change your attitude and the way you talk...................If not, more and more people will never listen to you and even HATE you......................The effect will be back to you....................I don't mind because I'm going to leave here in one month time............

If before this, I did thought that I might continue staying here, now, I guess I will reconsider...............But of course, I do care about others that are still here................I really hope that you do not make them to consider to leave.................

Fell to the bottom

For a very long long time I didn't write here dy..............

Nothing seems to be right in this few weeks..............The things I did and the decisions I make..........Even my hope and effort.............The better I want, The worse it gets................

Haizz.....................................I really wanted to cry out but every time my tears wanted to dropped, it clears right after.................

Can I leave?????????? Leave this world that full of problems to solve and matters to think about.....................

I'm suffering especially this two days...........................................Can I stopped thinking about all the problems and live happily?????????????

I'm really really tired and wish to have a full day to do whatever I want and relax myself..........

AARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!